Bolex Reflection
If you know me well, you know that I am a ultra sentimental gal. I am also a bit of a "perfectionist" when it comes to my art. I know perfection does not exist, but I am as meticulous as possible when creating my art. Trying to whittle together a lifetime keystones and narrowing it down to a singular photo album has been really difficult! I skipped over a gap of a few years in my teens though. It wasn't intentional, altough it might be a blessing. You're welcome.
Rehearsal is crucial to a project like this because that's just how it is with film. That's what makes it magical. Experimenting with unknown f-stops while shooting brings me great joy. That feeling of getting your film back after it's developed is like opening a present.
I chose to do a project about my father's Dementia where you watch someone's mind slip away. How scary that is. Perhaps this is a project that I need to do in order to free myself of resentments of a man I've realized I never truly knew.
Film is such a perfect (imperfect), demanding, uncontrollable medium for your topic. I am interested to see how it all comes out. <3
ReplyDeleteIt's so interesting to see how you like the unknown of film. I did not have a well thought out rehearsal with my project so maybe that weighed me down. I do not like not knowing what I have or don't have.
ReplyDeleteI'm very excited to see this. This is an intense project, no doubt very painful. Art can be so therapeutic and I know this is going to be beautiful!
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